4 weeks until my op and I feel like I should be excited not in a constant state of floods of tears...
I am seriously doubting if I even want this done. All I seem to read is how people are in pain when they eat, have crippling wind, can't tolerate lots of different foods, feel exhausted due to vitamin deficiencies, can't keep the vitamins down or swallow the size pills, shoulder pain, vomiting, constant nausea etc etc etc. Then to top it all off last night I read an article about a Gastric Bypass fatality and it's literally sent me into a melt down :cry: (**maybe I need to switch the internet off**).
Is it normal that the negative points drown out the positive reasons you're doing this for in the first place??
Why can't I just bloody control what I put in my mouth to prevent this even having to be an option?
If I can't control the tears now what on earth am I going to be like when they're wheeling me down to theatre! #fedup :sigh:
I am seriously doubting if I even want this done. All I seem to read is how people are in pain when they eat, have crippling wind, can't tolerate lots of different foods, feel exhausted due to vitamin deficiencies, can't keep the vitamins down or swallow the size pills, shoulder pain, vomiting, constant nausea etc etc etc. Then to top it all off last night I read an article about a Gastric Bypass fatality and it's literally sent me into a melt down :cry: (**maybe I need to switch the internet off**).
Is it normal that the negative points drown out the positive reasons you're doing this for in the first place??
Why can't I just bloody control what I put in my mouth to prevent this even having to be an option?
If I can't control the tears now what on earth am I going to be like when they're wheeling me down to theatre! #fedup :sigh:
Op 4 weeks away and I can't stop crying about it :(
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