Where to start.

Well its been a long journey for me... I am 33 been up and down weight wise had a double masectomy and hysterectomy before iw as 30 and now I am so ashamed to say I am 19st 4 lb (thats the first time I have written it down))



I have no support from anyone here however I have made the decision I need a push I am a bit afraid of more surgery but am thinking of the balloon I am not sure what else to do or where to go or who to speak to



Does anyone have any advice?

Where to start.